My bread is missing.

That sounds like bad slang, but I'm talking about actual bread. I ordered groceries from Vons/Safeway on Wednesday, and they got delivered yesterday afternoon. Lots of bags of stuff like laundry detergent and orange juice and cereal. And I swear I remember seeing a loaf of bread in one of the bags, but now I can't find it. It's on the receipt, so I definitely paid for it, but I can't seem to prove one way or another whether it actually arrived.

My apartment isn't that big, and it's not like I would intentionally hide the bread from myself but this is making me crazy. I should probably call and let them know that they charged me for bread that I didn't get, but I can't get past this weird feeling that I did get it, and I just put it somewhere dumb.

My left ear is still clogged with water from when I went swimming the other day (I swear I have deformed ear canals -- this happens way too often), and being half-deaf is bad enough. But now I am half-deaf and breadless. I don't know how to deal.

Update: I just emailed the Vons customer service people and told them I didn't get my bread. I've checked everywhere in my apartment that a bread-sized object would fit, so I guess my memory of the bread arriving is just wrong. This is the second time in 24 hours that I've "remembered" something happening and then been forced to accept that it didn't actually happen. I'm starting to scare myself.